such a i wonder ensnaring,
enormously obstructing to unfold in full bloom, splendor.
as much as this maliciousness is disregarded,
it shines in consistency.
rare, you are who you are,
because you're unseen if you be seen.
do you keep a shady spot,
where they can just guess..,
so you are always free
in the choice of your selfless invention ..
able to band and break,
as well remain silent and speak.
if faces watch yours,
you can look at them confidently, but please don't ask them
perceive you.
if they dont do it by themselves ..
so you are free to rest in the shade,
just looking out or listening tentatively.
however, last you can do consistently.
because there is a chance,
that someone speaks somewhere,
which could show you respectful, thoughtful and free of resentment, what the mundane obscuring cover might otherwise hide so skilfully.
the space for pr'bability is fantastic multi-faceted & patient,
just look at it.
by Sudine
NOV 2010_